School In Utah??

going away to school is kinda scary. i left to day and i said all my goodbyes and i wasn't sad at all I think its because of the fact that i think that all still be going home soon. I think that once im there for a month or 2 then ill get home sick. and when i do get homesick then its going to suck really bad. I look so dumb walking down the termainal i have two really huge bags there crazy big but i couldn't fit anything else in my luggage that i checkd cause one was 49 lds. and the other one was 50 lbs. and that the limit. lol i pack so much stuff but if i think about it i had good reason for packing so much cause i am going to be gone for 4 months. now that i writting this i getting sad so i better stop writting so i don't get any sadder. i don't think thats a word. lol